dirty

i hit the dream jackpot. naked hot tub party with a big crush of mine. he got too hot in the tub and stepped out and kind of leaned back on his elbows. his body is so long and lean. he's at least 6'2 or 6'3". the air was full of steam and it was rising off his body in waves and i climbed out too and just kind of straddled his lap and said, "let's pretend to have sex." (i know! pretend? dream me is so weird.) and he said, "ok!" and so we were doing this thing where we were kissing but not touching our lips to each other and running our hands over one another's body's without making contact and it was very hot and very, very strange. now i want to try it with someone.