hotel room

hotelroom

it's one a.m and the clock numbers are blue, not red
flashing, not still
and the windows to the room
are blacker than night
a picture of pitch
a maw in wallpaper
textured art deco.



hotelyou.

i woke up to a breath unfamilliar, not unpleasant
hot, not a smell
and the pillow case on my cheek
was stiffer than starch
a crispy paper
a glow in my ear
fresh dis-ease.



hotelme.

i remember coming around, not from sleep
drunkenness, not giddy
and my head felt heavier than my body
loagier than luggage
a stuffed rock
a sloshing in my helmet
gurgling decisions.



hotelus.

your hands bigger, but not more than my breasts
observation, not comparison
and you moved slower than my husband
older than both of us
a gentle patron of discontent
a father figure
conjuring satisfaction.



hotelstay.

it's four a.m and your face is blank, not dreaming
mouth open, not speaking
and i hear a word in my head
discussing our engagement
a hint of disapproval
a smirk of satisfaction
slipping into cabs.



hoteldawn.